Okay, you know what? Alevels is so close. It's 3 days away and i'm not even 50% prepared. my geo paper....going to screw it big time. I don't even have half the content knowledge, all the case study...why oh why they just make me go to sleep. so much for the extra consultations.
And my math, I don't even think I can secure an A but i'll just try. anyways I don't know how my math can become so bad now. hais.. I tried differentiation and I did so slowly, I gave up. feeling depressed. but I don't know what I can do, i'm beyond help. it's 3 days you're talking about. how am i suppose to study all the shit in 3 days. I'm so afraid of trying and failing. really. maybe that is what's stopping me from studying all these while. I just don't want to lose. I don't want people to laugh at me. hais i'm being so stupid. my tummy's flipping.
