XUEER

2010-12-27T10:28:00.001+08:00

I hope everyday will be like yesterday...

& nothing changes.

Sad christmas

2010-12-25T20:47:00.010+08:00

It's the time of the year! But i'm spending christmas at home.. How.

I thought making tonight free just in case, you said you would try and rush back for me. In the end something just had to happen.. nickman rosli! why! :''(

hais

This feeling sucks. It feels like i'm always the one waiting. want to kill myself alr.

HAHA BOTAK!

2010-12-21T01:14:00.000+08:00

♥

2010-12-18T11:20:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER =(

2010-12-11T10:22:00.000+08:00

& i'm bored. Bai.

EXAMS ARE OVER. YAY.

2010-11-25T11:12:00.002+08:00

HI =)

It's beyond rescue

2010-11-04T23:45:00.001+08:00

Okay, you know what? Alevels is so close. It's 3 days away and i'm not even 50% prepared. my geo paper....going to screw it big time. I don't even have half the content knowledge, all the case study...why oh why they just make me go to sleep. so much for the extra consultations.

And my math, I don't even think I can secure an A but i'll just try. anyways I don't know how my math can become so bad now. hais.. I tried differentiation and I did so slowly, I gave up. feeling depressed. but I don't know what I can do, i'm beyond help. it's 3 days you're talking about. how am i suppose to study all the shit in 3 days. I'm so afraid of trying and failing. really. maybe that is what's stopping me from studying all these while. I just don't want to lose. I don't want people to laugh at me. hais i'm being so stupid. my tummy's flipping.

I love koi=)

2010-10-15T20:09:00.008+08:00

Yesterday, I dropped my $5 oolong milktea after having ONE sip. Ok i mean 2 sips. seriously im clumsy! Now I am :< because I haven get to drink my oolong milk tea today.. -sadface

I am hungry and thirsty from the swim & I WANT A LARGE CUP!!!

I'll ask my father to drive me to cheenatown later. yay yay yay yay yay.

Awkward exchange

2010-10-12T21:46:00.002+08:00

I seriously wonder why am I online, what made me online or who made me online?? ohmy, it's 27 days to alevels and I'm supposed to be studying right now.. but hmmm...

I think I've been very hardworking. studying at the airport, studying overnight, studying in school, did physics, did geo, a little of math and, and I even read up on econs! wow that's a lot of studying!

I just sounded like the most hardworking student but no. nvm just keep it that way - i am the most hardworking student, ever.

As much as the airport seemed to be rather unproductive for me and my friends, I just can't help going back there to study. The place is just so awesomely pretty and all and, I especially love the toilet!! HAHAHAHA. and i love the gallery especially where there are so many kids running about and screaming on top of their lungs. =)

Today, I feel it's super unproductive. travelling to school already took up an hour, from school to the national library 45 mins, bugis back home another half hour... wow, i'm wasting my life just like that.. ok at least I did 1 and a half geo essay, had tuition, read through the mcqs mdm lim went through and sat through a productive tuition today? maybe not so.

So, I went back home after an unproductive time at the national library, not forgetting I was only there for 1.5 hours (haha) cause I was tired and wanted a nap before my tuition..but I had a satisfied tummy filled with oolong milk tea. :-D:-D and so, as I was walking home from the bus stop just now, I met my aunt & boy cousin who stays at the same block as me. didn't realise it was them until I got so close, and suddenly, I just regretted taking that route. hmph. It was like awkwardness. and they walk like so slow and suddenly, I was infront of them. just like that. -.- and guess what, we only said hello to each other and my aunt asked why my school ended so late and byes. so LOL lor. I totally hate awkward conversation. -.-

In school too, it's like, you see someone you don't really know and contemplate if you should say hi. but like after a few HI-s, you decided it's all lame and you stop all the hi-s and bye-s with these people.

anyways, i really think i should get back to my work. but my biggest fear is that the min i off the laptop, I will head to my bed. instantly. hais

Lovely Bubbly Little Children

2010-10-10T08:42:00.003+08:00

Good morning all! I'm feeling so lazy now.. I woke up early today and was supposed to be waiting for tuition to start..but just this morning, I got the news that it's cancelled. yay all the better. hahaha

Nickman, shivam and I were at the airport for some intensive mugging seesion, which failed. Although not intensive, but we tried. hahaha anyhow, there were an amazingly number of kids at the airport...on a saturday, which explains why. And I will never forget that stupid incident over a packet of tissue paper. it was just classic..hahhaha

ok i'm feeling lazy to continue now, so i shall stop. And I'm starting to feel sleepy but i'm lazy to make my way to the national library alone. :-( :-( :-(

YJC Graduation 2010

2010-10-09T09:18:00.000+08:00

The last of everything!

2010-10-07T21:21:00.006+08:00

I thought I should be more diligent in blogging so hence my post. But I know this enthusiasm will only be for a short period of time but anyhow, i'll just do some blogging while it last!

Tomorrow will be my graduation day. awww. I am kind of well prepared or maybe, preparing well for tomorrow. hahaha. I bought 2 packets for polaroid film yay! but i hope not many people won't ask to keep, i wont ask if you want either hahaha cause I want to keep them myself. ok hang on, i'm not trying to be a cheapo here :( but they are not cheap you see - 20 films for 27 bucks. ok so be nice, dont take, i'll scan it for you, just for you. hhahaha. And I finally bought a new canon charger and since after that stupid junior bit my old one into a million pieces, I haven't been using it. cost me 38 bucks for that new one hais stupid junior, but my dad paid for it so it's fine now, i wont complain. haha

I am really sad though, I think. I am going to cry. well, actually no. but surely, I am going to miss school, miss wearing full uniform, miss etc etc. but wait i don't even rmb ever liking my school blouse.... but then again, you'll only realize how much you are going to regret not abiding to the school rules & how much you love going to school when everything is really coming to an end...

& tomorrow's the last ever, ever official day!

today my teachers gave speeches in class and maybe I feel slightly guilty for not giving my fullest attention in class and for always always skipping lessons. yes i do feel bad. but today, just can't help yawning 10000 over times during econs & math tutorial.

and as for tomorrow's plan, the class is meeting at yishun for breakfast! and lan after that lame graduation ceremony. what a way to celebrate :-(

Econs econs

2010-10-06T21:00:00.001+08:00

I took out my econs essay outlines, flip through them, sort them out, and went to lie on my bed. Ahhh!! This cant be happeneing!! I'm such a lazy bum! And I hate that , sometimes! :<

Counter strike BOOM.

2010-10-05T20:36:00.005+08:00

It's funny how I realized I can't seem to focus when it comes to studying and how I get so distracted so easily with anything in my sight. It's like, 30 something days to alevels? Wow, I even lost count of it.. probably I just can't face the reality that alevels are really nearing and how I haven't start my proper studying. maybe if you count homeworks, then yes! I've been studying!

So last weekend, me shivam and nickman went to study at the airport and it was rather productive at first, I guess, until shivam wanted to go have lunch. Guess what, I actually planned to do like physics, math & geo, all in one day but, I didn't even complete a math paper. And the best part was when shivam kept saying about lan and stuffs and you know I haven't played lan for like a gazillion years so I got so excited! And then one of us suggested to go play lan (could most probably be me) and we really did. HAHAHA

Anyway, I am really really in love with the airport & I found a nice place to study alr! and yes, I am so going back there to mug during my study break. every. single. day. (that i'm free from sch)

On monday, I went for bbq for canzy's birthday at hillock, manyi's place there. Thanks to that huenyan, I reached her house at 6pm from school. And we were only there at 8pm or so and the cooking started close to 9pm. I smelled so badly of sweat,so regret not going home to shower first!:( But it was an awesome time there, probably one of the best bbq I have been. We camp around the pit waiting for our pork chops, and stealing each other's. cause we were all too hungry by then. It was like eating steamboat but with a bbq pit. ^^ We discussed a little about our overseas trips next year & end of the year and i'm really looking forward to the trips. :)

and now, I'm supposed to do my geo (extra) hw for consultation tmr but I'm so lazy to do so. my notes are so unorganized and they lie everywhere from my shelf to my table and even notes on my piano and piano chair! Although not extremely messy but still, I dont like my disorganized notes - like physics pilling on top of econs and geo assignments are hidden somewhere beneath the physics notes. :(

& i'm going to end this abruptly and randomly-i want mudpie from ice3!

我现在要豆奶茶！

2010-09-29T21:55:00.003+08:00

If only it was you , I know you wouldn't do such a thing to me.
If only it was you , I would have been as happy as I am now!

They have the best personalities ever. (Don't guess cause you'll never get it)

Thanks for everything mate..from the bottom of my heart. I just can't think of anything else to say to you right now!

2010-09-28T20:23:00.001+08:00

Today onwards... I must be nice to everybuddy cause im not perfect

Everybuddy is my friend hahaha

This is the final lap!

2010-09-16T19:33:00.000+08:00

Today, I broke down in class when I couldn't give the answer the teacher wanted.:'( I broke down not because I was humiliated infront of the class, nor was it because the teacher scolded me but because I felt very stupid myself, very very stupid. :(

I tried to suppress my emotions but the harder I tried holding back my tears, the more I cried! Haiz, I hate this! I hate it when others see me cry. I will never ever cry infront of people again!

Whatever is it, be strong! I must be strong!

I am having math test

2010-09-16T17:43:00.001+08:00

No joke! Haha but aiya who cares.. The maths department keep giving us time trial and it's so tiring to do well.. I really don't have any focus man tsk.. I think I'm falling sick :(:( I used up one packet of tissue and my throat hurts.. Sadface..

Oh my paper ended bye

hi there!

2010-09-13T20:23:00.002+08:00

Bad day in school.

My tweet counts are catching up the no. of post I have here. dang.

Whatever happened to my fish&chips?

2010-09-12T00:35:00.004+08:00

I was at twins house again.. for the 4th time this week. hahaha. Huen wai and I went grocery shopping and cooked a simple dinner. hahaha I attempted to cook fish & chips for us but it was far from what I made for my mom and dad before. And I don't understand why it failed! sadface. Shall practise at home before I cook for them again.

Alright, I think I played too much this sept holiday. Study sessions kinda failed a little too much already. Been day dreaming and talking about that, I've given a thought about life after alevels quite abit too. I think I don't want to get into nus or ntu. I want to further my studies in another country. I wanna get out of singapore and take charge of my own life. I want to be able to cook for myself, pay my own bills, do the housework, go out w/o having to seek for their consent and just do a lot of things. But then again, I think I will miss my dog. I wanna bring one of them over leh:( If not I will adopt a dog over there and that is if i'm living alone.

It would be quite sad eh.. if I were to go overseas alone. Best is to go over with huen yan & huen wai and then we can stay in an apartment tgt, buy groceries tgt, cook tgt, play monopoly tgt, study, read, watch movies and well you just have to name it. Sounds so simple.

I'm off to read "rich dad, poor dad". Imma gonna be a millionaire.

When is alevels gonna end?

2010-09-06T08:41:00.003+08:00

This studying process thing is like so painful. I really have the urge to quit school and stop torturing myself with notes and more notes and more notes! Must singapore be so competitive? WE (students) are the ones suffering! Jesus!

I have changed back to using smelly-tofu but I guess no one will know for the time being. I use this url since 3 years ago, if i'm not wrong, so I don't wanna change to any other url just because there are insane people out there stalking me?? -.-"

62 more days to alevels.

A quote

2010-09-05T17:19:00.002+08:00

I really liked this quote:

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."

You really put on a very good show infront of everyone else.

What a joke.

I'm going to slap myself twice

2010-08-15T09:11:00.003+08:00

1 day to prelim. Not prepared at all.

PASS MATHS. That will do.

2010-06-06T14:23:00.004+08:00

My june holi tt is out. earliest time I can go back is 3.40pm :( but the latest time to report to school is 11.10. How nice! :)

I've headache again cause I only slept for 4 hrs. And my throat hurts. And I have bruises everywhere my body. crap.

Watch sex & the city yest. Had maggi mee for supper.

Slept at like 4.30am I think. Explains the headache I have.

2010-06-05T02:03:00.001+08:00

Some things you say make me feel so upset.

You aren't the good guy I thought I knew.

2010-06-04T02:24:00.000+08:00

LOLOLOLOL :)

2010-06-02T17:16:00.013+08:00

Why do I have to pretend to be all that happy infront of everybody else when I know I'll face with all the shit myself when I get back home. Must everything be spelt out so clearly to others? Sometimes it's hard to put into words what you think and bring it up. Maybe I'm the one who isn't understanding now but so what?

I'll just have to again, put on the mask I've been wearing and pretend to be that happy-go-lucky girl.

Dont ever trust.

2010-06-02T14:27:00.004+08:00

IF YOU THINK YOUR LIFE SUCKS, LOOK AT HOW MUCH I'VE BEEN THROUGH.

I'M NOT A LEAST BIT HAPPY NOW WITH MY FUCKING LIFE BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHY THE FUCK I START USING THE WORD FUCK.

& PLEASE RESPECT ME AND STOP GETTING ME TO DO WHAT I DONT WANT

FUCKED UP LIFE

=D

2010-05-30T22:14:00.003+08:00

I'm blogging at yanting's house again!! ;) wahaha..

Just now I did maths at gwc for appro 4 hrs :D X10! We are going over to jody's house later..hopefully I'll do a few more maths questions. I'm super tired alr!

Tmr I'm going out with my sis to find some stuffs for my new room. Maybe I'll go shop for some clothes to wear to hk..wheeee! Can't wait to go!!! I must spend WISELY tmr!!! I must think twice before I take out my card! My money depleting leh..=( awwww!

before I go out, I better finish up my physics homework!

I must stop slacking and start studying alreadyyy!!

P.S: I'm a little hungry now!

Most productive day!

2010-05-30T14:50:00.002+08:00

:D:D:D I'm almost catching up my maths work!. Now I don't feel guilty for skipping all the lessons. hehehe!

I want a DSLR!
I need sponsor leh! =(

It's either wii or Dslr. I think I will choose dslr.

There's so much to buy for my new room too. A wardrobe, desk, chair, tv, wii. I think I'll just get a desk first! no moolahs leh.

Hmmm..I want to eat mud pie from ice3 again leh..tsk tsk tsk.

Can't wait to go hk! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

2010-05-28T15:25:00.000+08:00

Trust.

2010-05-14T08:51:00.001+08:00

AH I actually wanted to sleep in today and not come to school. I was so tired! I skipped assembly cause it's too hot! BUT IT'S NOT COUNTED AS A LESSON AH..which means I don't have to go for run!! lol I'm at the library...but only have 15 mins to use the com before lesson starts! :D

I'm going for bowling com later. Ahhhh I think I suck at bowling. My dad's best score was 230+ but mine only 129. wah lao! Okay lah..nvm..i'll just go play for fun! :D

ok lah gtg!

ALL NIGHTER

2010-05-11T13:41:00.003+08:00

Ahhh! @.@ i'm so tired! Was suppose to sleep at 8pm but I went karaoke/concert and supper with yt they all till like 3am. lol. Ahhhh and i felt so fat when I woke up this morning and I didn't want to eat lunch in school but just couldn't resist. hahaha

I drank 1 bottle of milk tea and ice coffee already but I still feel tired! omgggg. I didn't fall asleep in any of the lessons though..i'm so pro!

yay! I think i'm going bowling with my dad and sis later at 11pm at safra! Cause I might want to join the school's inter-house bowling. hahaa..If my score got over 100 for at least 2 rounds, then I'll sign up for the bowling thingy with sarah. Hmmm don't forget i'm the daughter of an almost-professional bowler. hahaha

ok i'm gonna go sleep awhile and study for my emi test later!

='(

2010-05-10T11:58:00.001+08:00

It's 3am!

2010-05-10T03:01:00.004+08:00

The reason why I'm online now is because I just lost concentration! Ahhhh. I did like only 6 math questions in 3 hours! goodness me. I take so long to do stats questions. I just don't know lah..it's stupid.

I figure out some reasons why I can't do my homework.
1) I burn out..study too much and too early in the year and now i'm starting to slack.
2) The weather is too HOT.
3) My bed is the biggest distraction! ....really. (I should just replace it with some lousy hard bed)
4) While my body is infront of the desk, my mind is still somewhere outside having fun. =(
5) I don't know how to do the questions...so I ended up walking around & looking for other stuffs to do. damn.
6) There's too much work to do.
7) I'M PLAIN LAZY.

Today I took out my violin 3 TIMES to play. -.- and I watched dvd the whole afternoon and walk my dog in the evening. The worst is I woke up at 12.45pm! hahaha tmr there will be rainbow already lah..cause I hardly sleep in till so late one..

Ahhh now im hungry..so what should I do next?? Should I continue doing hw and clear as much as I can or watch dvd cause I can watch at least 3 episodes before I need to wash up for school leh. I think i'll choose the former lah..wiser choice. smaller opportunity cost too. haha

OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY must get back to work after I visit fb.

stats miscellaneous qns & quantum ws 1 & 2.

Another sleepover!

2010-05-08T09:40:00.002+08:00

I'm at yanting's house again!:D It's 9.40am! & I woke up at 8.30! Then I didn't want to lie there so I went to do my math tutorial. But I only did 3 questions in 45mins! Ahhh I hate stats. Starting to get my momentum to study back! yay.

I shall not pon school from monday onwards until june holidays or else I'll go running with fanzhe!

hahah I really must finish up all my homework this weekend. I cannot afford to pon school again. ok at least finish up maths tutorial, gp essy :s and my tuition hw!

I shall slowly clear one by one. at least econs essay was handed up last friday already! yay!

Yesterday night went to watch ip man 2 with fz yt sc. Really not bad lah but the show seems short?!? lol idk! Hmm..after that we went lao pa sat for satay supper. nice but was damn full.

i'm gonna go back to my maths tutorial already!!! ahh Im freezing~

2010-05-06T17:40:00.000+08:00

OMG HEADACHE!

Today I....

2010-05-06T15:49:00.004+08:00

Today I walk my dog and went for breakfast with my sis at kfc. After that we went for manicure and walk around tiong and I bought 3 taiwan drama for 50 bucks - hai pai tian xin, xia yi zhan xing fu & lan qui huo. =D

The manicurist tried to scam my money by asking us to buy a 100 dollars package. noooo! That's the last time i'm doing mani until alevels is over!

Then I went home, ate my dao bao-ed mixed rice while watching hai pai tian xin! then I nap for half an hour and now im blogging!

Later I'm going to finish econs essay, gp essay and 10 newspaper articles!

The weather is so hotttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt~

skipped pe!

2010-05-05T21:21:00.002+08:00

Every day i'm sure to skip some lessons. such a bad habit. But I just can't change leh. help?? Today I skipped econs tutorial & pe. but econs nothing much lah..she just go through some essay outline..can copy from my classmates. =p

Ok lah.. I promised if I get an A for my stats 3 test (next thurs) I WILL NOT PON SCHOOL or ANY LESSONS UNTIL JUNE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE. =)

but I doubt I can get an A hahahaa

Ok going to do my homework...im going to clear as many as possible today. you wouldn't want to know how much hw I owe the teachers. It's scary~

Before that I'm going to watch my drama show first! :p

panda eyes

2010-05-04T21:13:00.002+08:00

my teacher gonna kill me tmr cause I skipped the form teacher's period again, after attending for 2 consecutive weeks. I screwed up my damn SPA! I thought my points were damn perfect until the thing ended and I realise I got the wrong gradient. crap. here comes my C for phy.

ok i'm super tired now..god knows why. But I don't mind going for supper. im hungry!

night.

xxxx

2010-05-03T11:14:00.000+08:00

I don't know if you did it on purpose or not.

but this sucks. =(

Spring & junior

2010-05-03T11:06:00.002+08:00

WEEKEND

2010-05-02T09:41:00.003+08:00

Friday we celebrated manyi's birthday at marina barrage. wow the kites are pretty! Would like to own one too=) Picnic was kinda a failure..cause it was extremely dark + the food wasn't that great haha we didn't take as many pictures as before though..don't know why! After that the girls we over to huenyan's house for sleepover. Amazingly there were 4 of us who stayed over. hehehe. We chatted for awhile and I fell asleep unknowingly. On saturday morning, we woke up at around 10.40am then we had brunch at tiong market :)

Saturday was a faied-to-do-hw day! I went home, did a few maths question and took nap till like 3+. Si yanting called my house phone!!! lol I met them at my house and fanzhe dropped us at vivo=D We walk walk walk walk walk till 8+. Bought pressie for sui ching..haha at night we went ktv. The we includes yanting fanzhe sui ching boyboy lili & me! and ya, home sweet home at 3am! haha thanks potato HEAD for sending us back! but si fz.. i will never forgive you for invading my privacy! hmph.

angry alr!

TODAY! sunday. damn. homework day. =( I dont want..I wanna go out!!!

P/S: I <3 that photo in my camera! :D!

2010-05-02T09:19:00.002+08:00

I kept thinking & thinking & thinking.

I'm scared.

2010-04-27T22:02:00.000+08:00

I will but you won't.

This is my secret.

2010-04-27T17:56:00.002+08:00

Don't ask if i'm ok when I look sad..cause it'll only make me cry.
Change the subject & I'll forget it the next min=)

2010-04-12T02:22:00.001+08:00

"I'll be famous one day,

but for now I'm stuck

in high school

with a bunch of morons"

Eh i'm not jealous!

2010-04-10T03:21:00.000+08:00

Why must they bring their girlfriends to a sec clique gathering all the time ah??

Once or twice is fine but not all the time. Very irritating leh. Idk just feel that it's weird. Plus your gf keeps quiet all the time and she's not the most beautiful perfect goddess that you have to bring for every single occasion right?!?

I hate awkwardness.

Basketball sucks.

2010-04-07T21:26:00.002+08:00

Adiv is coming and it sucks. I hate the fact that our jersey is so ugly...every year...every single year! tsk tsk tsk. I hate yjc....to-the-max! Why can't we get to choose ourselves? We're already all 18 or 19!! & we can make our own decision dammit...we don't need some cheap ugly china brands. No wonder yj bball never wins any medal for the past 5 years! dammmmmit!

Oh btw this the girl from bball sucks to the core.. only know how to bootlick teachers right... you are only nice on the surface... we have self training, you didn't come.. And when we all didn't attend training, you go for training... Don't even have the guts to inform us that you're not comming. Loser! Go home and eat your shit!! :@

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

2010-04-04T12:52:00.001+08:00

I want to go universal studio!!!

I love painting eggs

2010-04-03T01:09:00.005+08:00

I really love to have privacy and I hate it when people invade privacy...but I always do that.. why am I so bad... is this human's nature? or maybe it's just me...

Does this question ever pops up in your mind? - 'what if I die tmr??' I keep thinking about it after I heard the news about this yj guy who passed away one day....he didn't even know he was going to die.... so sad =(

I have been watching movie so often..and eating ichiban like almost every 5 days or less. I wanna complete the freaking card and spin for something hahaha and movie is like so...addictive?? Idk...just can't freaking stop catching all the shows...I superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr love the show how to train a dragon...it's my favourite show in my 19 years on earth so far... simply can't describe how awesome, exciting and cute is that show... ok I just described it in 3 words -.-

And tmr i'm gonna watch another movie.. yayyyyyyyy!!!!

I got back 3 papers already..math, phy and gp..I feel that I did badly for all..although I passed math but it's so disappointing...the paper is easy..i know it is...it's just that I never study hard enough:( I am 4th in class for math...proud to say that...but not proud if I were to say that I got 51/100 and am 4th in class...zzz! And for gp...I got 41/100...it's extremely horrible because I didn't put my heart into the paper when I was doing it cause I felt that there's no point in giving my best since I didn't even study for it....hence the kind of the results I get...

and as for econs...I think i'll fail..I did study for it leh....worst thing, studied the most for econs...yet I forgot to write down so many points..arghhhh...I know it because my teacher went through the answer for the essay with us...so........Im very prepared to fail.... tsk

MOMMYYY it's overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....

2010-03-25T22:02:00.004+08:00

Whoo hoo...math rocks =) Doing the paper was a breeze =) I love it!~~

I wish physics is my fav subject too...Nvm from today onwards I shall listen during phy lectures and attempt the tutorial on the same day of the lecture!! Phy is just way tooooooooooooooooo difficult...(I love it)***** maybe...

I'm going to catch a movie lata! How to fight a dragon=) It's sounds damn hahaha

Btw..my body clock woke me up at 6+am! and

I DONT HAVE SCHOOL TODAY!!!

Block test!

2010-03-24T21:57:00.003+08:00

Yahooooooooooooo... 10 hours more and I'll be in school taking math paper..15 hours more and I'll be doing my geo paper...and 16.5 more hours later I CAN FINALLY T=)AKE A BREAK...

been studying for 3 months!!! as in doing homework, studying... they kinda link huh? haha at least I haven been sleeping well (don't count the naps I took everyday during march holidays) haha cause I woke up early and sleep late...so naps are fine right?? to keep me going during the night...ya...they're totally acceptable..haha!

I'm gonna watch dvd from friday-sunday! Pack my table on sunday & sleep at 10pm! Then i'm gonna start studying AGAIN! =)

maybe i'll start with physics first since i'm so lag behind!! =( =(

According to lisa, 229 days to Alevels.

START PLANNING MS LIM!

2010-03-24T14:34:00.006+08:00

Die lah!!!

How to study 2 subjects in a day?????!!!! Math! & Geo!

For math I have like sequence and series, functions, half of diff, all of integration, vectors. - The only thing I have confidence is complex..I think it's fairly easy..Idk..maybe the questions the teacher gave so far are easy that we all can do...I haven come across dying difficult question on complex so far..hope it doesn't come out for block's..cause I have got no time to touch on it...I'm just planning to briefly go thru all the topics..except diff and vectors, which I will focus more on IF I HAVE THE TIME =(

AND GEO!!! omg! I don't know lahhhh.. although it's h1 but there's still quite a number of things to read up on and memorise..crap crap crap...I wish I started mugging on math way before block's so now I have the time to concentrate on geo...tsk tsk...ok don't cry over spilled milk..i'll just have to mug till 2am tonight...hopefully I won't lose concentration during the exam tmr...pleaseeee!

omg this blocktest sucks..cause me to have no time to sleep on the train..must read read read..and squeeze everything into my tiny brain in that half an hour..hiyooo...

Today phy paper was stupid..totally leave like 70% of the questions blank..stupid man..the next phy test I promise I WILL STUDY FOR ITTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If I dont...NO yakult for me for a month! =(

-.-

I bought the dvd "shattered glass" (GO GOOGLE IT) I think the movie is super cool~!

goood-the-bye!

2010-03-23T16:04:00.002+08:00

Some people look so happy in photos but I doubt they really are...

IDK...maybe I'm just jealous that I don't get what they have

but nvm...i'll have everything after alevels..

I will have my life back after a's...

just 2 more days and I can watch all the 129 episodes of cruel temptation..yayyyyy

DON'T GIVE UP XUEER!

2010-03-22T15:15:00.002+08:00

Totally screw up my gp block test hahahaha but who cares..I won't cry over spilled milk..

after block's im gonna mug like shit

strive for 2 As!!!!!!!!!!!

I am not a nerd!

2010-03-19T21:37:00.003+08:00

Whoo..counting down 2 days left to blocktest...totally not well prepared at all..I dont even have confidence doing well for maths..I'm not looking forward to the paper but the end of the papers..=)

I went to school alone for consultation with my math teacher today (dont call me a nerd) cause I had so many dying questions on differentiation. about an hr & 15 mins session. kinda short actually..if only I did more tutorials on other chapters..sob sob sob..After that I spend 46 dollars at the school bookshop on other school prelim papers for math & econs. (please dont call me a nerd) hahaha I used the ang bao $$$ my aunt gave me for my bday..hmmm...so that's my so-called birthday present I got from my aunt this year..hahaha!

And I bought cruel temptation dvd (Qi zi de you huo) from tiong..who else knows this show? you're my best friend if you know!! i'm super super happy!! I'm going to watch all the 129 episodes after my exam on thurs...wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

back to differentiation....

2010-03-18T10:34:00.001+08:00

I can't do this alone.

BLOCK TEST

2010-03-13T14:53:00.001+08:00

Omg I suddenly hate differentiation because I cant get any answer! argh. super pissed! And my face feels so hot and my neck hurts from all the bending to look at my notes. =(

I just wanna pass all my papers for block test.

shit.

2010-03-08T00:19:00.002+08:00

omg I'm so sad leh..and scared of alevels! A lot of people I know should get much much better results than what they get...so now im so afraid that I would get worst than them..tsk tsk..

This is the worst worst worst results I can get :(
gp-S
maths-B
physics-D
econs-D
geo-B

This will be the best ever results I can get :D
gp-C
maths-A
physics-B
econs-B
geo-A

HAHAHHA ok I really do my xin li zhun bei already..I'm really damn scared lahhhhhh.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2010-02-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

I prefer rice to noodles. how random!

I miss sec school

2010-02-25T22:28:00.002+08:00

Hate school you know. Where are my understanding friends & where are my friends who can joke and laugh and never get angry? It's so upsetting..I don't see it in yjc. Thank god I still have 1 in school. everyone's so competitive! I already gave you some extra questions my tutor gave me for you to practise on. I lent to you my notes when you didn't attend lessons. I teach you how to do a math question even though I was listening to the teacher explaining the next qns. I lend you my tutorials w/o feeling fustrated, without feeling annoyed, without feeling......

but you....

I can tell from your gestures & the way you react when I asked you for your tutorials. I can tell that you are reluctant, from the faces & the things you reply & to the slow movement when you reach for your bag. And I don't like this.

Whatever is it, if you don't like me copying your notes and stuffs, you can tell me. And stop copying mine either.

What's wrong with my keypad?

2010-02-24T00:46:00.004+08:00

Here to update about something...just some random thoughts again.

I just did 2 assignment and i spent 2 hours + doing it. =( I feel like my work are starting to pile up already. Now it's only a small hill...I just hope I can clear them asap or else 2 months later..I really will lose all my momentums to study!! Tomorrow there's training! The thing I dread the most in school. It seems like I'm being "forced" to go now. I'm going cause I don't wanna waste my 1 year plus in that cca. I already regretted not going for floorball training and quitting dance. If not my sgc will be damn good now! ;) but still...I've to accept the fact that I have no achievements in yjc. Now, all I want is good grades and leave yj forever. Not to mention, I still want to get 100 percentile for geography!

Sometimes I really shouldn't put my hopes too high.

Ok im updating my blog yanting.

2010-02-21T03:50:00.003+08:00

Omg..I can't sleep for real leh. Tomorrow really dont have to study already lor. This means block test surely fail lah...hahaha so pessimistic of me. no way no way!! Delete! I'm need to think positively so I'll ace block test..or else half the battle gone already.

Aiyo whatever..my brain is half dead already. Tomorrow I still have tuition! omg!

Is this my first time going kenny's house for cny? Idk..forgot alr. But still, it felt a little awkward for a moment...like when the mom talks to me. hahaha don't know if she remembers anything or what not. Oh well. I had funnnnn. GAMBLLING!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA hmmm..I lose $18 in blackjack..so lousy lorrr =( I learnt how to play texas. It was funnn. At first huenyan & I were winning quite alot (we team up) but after a few more rounds we lost all our winnings. In the end I got back the 5 bucks I put in. ahhh. cant sleep now because of the stupid gambling. I WANT TO PLAY MOREEEEEEEEE!! I played guitar hero too I THINK. And there was the soccer table..how cool! I hope we will meet up again next sunday or something. (last day of cny) then i can gamble again. yay! texas and blackjack is like so much more high than mahjong..cause mahjong damn slow lah..and the returns are so little also.

I am the chair person of AMC (anti-mahjong club)

ah tuition tmr. I attempted to do some work just now when I couldn't sleep. Then felt so sleepy so went to lie down. But then my brain just refuse to stop thinking about texas. hahaha. sleep sleep. I so need them now!

yanting meet up soon leh! any gambling ka kees? hahahaa

2010-02-01T16:04:00.001+08:00

Omg I thought she's a nice teacher but no, I was wrong! She could have just nicely tell me to keep my things away right. zzz -.-

Totally hate gp to the max.

2010-01-27T21:22:00.001+08:00

Teachers should be worried if students do not ask questions!!!!

救命啊！

2010-01-26T21:56:00.002+08:00

I officially hate someone in the class.

Don't ever step on my tail again or else.......

Nah nothing will happen.

The cut on my leg hurts like mad omg! Any deeper, I will need to be sent to the hospital. Ok, I love wed-fri..cause there's h1! And I love my tutorial teacher! yesss!! A here I come.

Ok I must start studying for blocktest. No matter what anyone say.

I hate boastful people.

I hate school.

why so competitive?

2010-01-21T09:22:00.000+08:00

Maybe I should say this....

I-hate-you

Good or bad sign??

2010-01-20T17:16:00.000+08:00

I AM STILL GROWING AT AGE 18 & 3/4 !!!!!!

Why is this so?!?

7th day since school reopen!

2010-01-19T17:58:00.002+08:00

I have one big pile of homework!!! I didn't take the maths test today! But gonna have to take on friday :'( nvm i'll make GOOD use of the 3 days to mug like mad... I CAN DO THIS!!!!

XUEER
ROCKS
ROCKS
ROCKS
ROCKS
ROCKS

KU MING AHHHHH

2010-01-17T20:22:00.000+08:00

First weekend since school started and I am at raffles city mos burger doing my work!!!!

Calculus test on tues and I HAVEN TOUCH!! I dunno how to do VOLUME UNDER CURVE! crap

2010-01-13T21:47:00.001+08:00

Look at my cute lil doggy

2010

2010-01-01T01:35:00.002+08:00

Happy new year.... but bad start. haiz. why is there such people in this world. oh what the shit... god save them.

A lot of angry gas in my stomach... but what to do?? if only he's my brother......

but

chong ming de ren shi bu yong shuo she me de.

LAST DAY OF 2009

2009-12-31T22:16:00.003+08:00

TODAY IS THE 31ST OF DECEMBER. YESSSSSSSSSSSS~

In a few hours time, it will be 01/01/10. nice!

Guess where? I'm at huen yan's house waiting for her to start the steamboat. Stupid huen yan! End work at 10pm still organise a steamboat! make us wait here like idiots leh!

Afternoon I went to body world with jozzie and maggie at science centre. Quite boring leh.. lol but also quite cool lah.. 50-50 :) then we went far east to shop shop and jozin almost died of boredom. =D we took neoprint and dinner and off we go.

satay in 2 hours!

DOTA DOTA DOTA

2009-12-30T22:11:00.000+08:00

SUPERXUEER ROCKSSSS~~

I am now into dota & i'm gonna train untill I am super pro.. 2011, i'm going to join dota competition. (if i'm good enough by then)

Hope so! ^^

Crystal maiden~~~

I can't stand those people in dota who scold others cause i'm too noob. They are super bad lah.. they say i'm noob and they wanna kick me. plus they bet with each other how many deaths I will get at the end of the game. Hurts my feelings. :(

:(

2009-12-29T22:08:00.000+08:00

At age 18 and 3/4, I went for my first ever spa at willow stream. Awesome service! ^^

2009-12-29T09:09:00.000+08:00

I LOVE KFC AM TWISTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good-bye.

2009-12-28T22:10:00.000+08:00

Happy 17th birthday SEXY=D

-superxueer

The anti-social side of me

2009-12-26T13:06:00.003+08:00

I wish I don't know anyone in class or in yjc....like i'm totally alone in this school w/o any friends. Hmmm.. What do you call that? Season friends. And that's because I really really really really really really really hate season friends. Really don't see the point of talking or chatting with them ("friends") if we're not gonna contact each other after we graduate.

oh well...mood swing..

Change of plans

2009-12-21T18:29:00.002+08:00

21/12 pack table
22/12 buy x'mas present and family x'mas party at night
23/12 cut out at least 10 articles. MUST!
24/12 not free
25/12 x'mas parties

Just came back from dog walking and woke up from my 2 hours long nap. What's next? I am hungry and heading over to my grandma's place for dinner. yummy food waiting for me.

I just downloaded alot of movies. hope it won't lag the lappie!! Can my holiday get any interesting than just downloading movies and going on facebook every hour??

Bintan bintan ~
I still wanna go!!

Yoz!

2009-12-20T12:01:00.006+08:00

Hey man and woman! I'm so bored at home now. These days I have been a homely mommy's girl. :( no work for me. Just gonna have to survive with my $700 but there's so many things I wanna get. AHHHHH! AND CHRISTMAS IS COMING. damn!

(ewww the bruises in my nail is disgusting...it moves) =s

I'm going to buy 4D lah. 6666 or 6699 or 9696 or ~~9999~~ sure stike first place. :)

Ok since I have so much ME time. Here are my plans for this week.

20/12: ~~Donate blood~~ Pack table & shelf & notes :(
21/12: buy x'mas present for myself. (sorry people)
22/12: family x'mas party at night
23/12: ~~free.~~ cut out newspaper article (AH NOOO)
24/12: ~~Study~~
25/12: x'mas party @ jody's & x'mas party @ huen yan

Here's the plan for christmas. Jody's in the evening and after that to huen yan's. Tough choices. so I shall go for all :D

Btw today is my mom's birthday. I wanted to treat her to ichiban but she doesnt want. (damn. I wanted to get 2 more chops in my ichiban card) oh well, better to save up the money. so many things to buy and do. I have yet to stay at swissotel lor. One day I'll go there. It's $300-330 per night. & After christmas I'm gonna get a second canon battery because it died on me during bbq for the second time. and I was damn pissed..hai me couldn't take alot of pictures during the first few days of bball camp lor. hiyo...

There's 101 things to do but $1.01 in my wallet.

Housewife in the making 2!

2009-12-18T14:04:00.003+08:00

Today I made fish & chips for me and my sis for lunch! Looks yummy but it was not that great. hahaha there's this fishy smell lor... and I think not cook properly cause the fish was abit soggy. And I don't like the fat fries. I rate myself 5/10 hahahaha! must at least pass mah! :p

my toes is still hurting. even now i'm resting my feet, it hurts. =( I need to go hospital and wrap it up like a zhu jiao alr lor... ouch ouch ouch.

Going to catch avatar AGAIN. Because the other time I was way too tired alr and I fell asleep in the cinema! But this time... it's 3D! YAY!

Ok going to nap now... slept at 3am+ last night. I was tagging people at fb. hehehe!

speechless & helpless

2009-12-17T23:24:00.004+08:00

I can't believe bias family members still exist in this world. It makes me boil not because they are unkind to him but because he's so stupid to accept whatever they say and do to him. -.-

maybe i should just mind my own business and do whatever an 18 year old girl will do...

Housewife in the making!

2009-12-17T16:40:00.000+08:00

I just learnt how to use the washing machine! hehehe! I unpacked my camp bag and decided to wash all my smelly clothes instead of just dumbing them in the pail. And so... I called my mom and asked for help. haha! and ta-da. I did my own clothes!

But guess what... I brought the clothes out to dry but after awhile it was about to rain so I brought them in... and in the midst of doing so, I broke my dad's coffee cup... whoops!

So I'm back from camp..it was so-so only, not THAT fun compared to last year although the activities were totally THE SAME. It's like going through the same old things, just that we had lesser friendly matches. In fact, only one. awwww. Night walk on monday night was quite fun.
Me shou heng and Jeannette managed to scare 2 people. hahahaha The best lecture was the one given by terence. First aid course! super funny plus we can get to win 1 chicken wing~~~ from the bbq. haha...

The bbq was the best I guess. But I only ate 1 chicken wing, 3 hotdogs, 4 satays, bee hoon and 2 cups of syrup water. Oh well, the fun part was taking photo...pictures up at fb! The lucky number that night was-6969. How cool is that! okok I'm like super tired alr. My entire body has muscle ache...even the muscles between my fingers are aching. :(:(:( Oh yea...I think my toe is bleeding inside cause I have blueblack. It's like swollen and hurts when I walk. awwwww. =(

Ball camp '09

2009-12-15T21:14:00.002+08:00

I'm at basketball camp with lappie and internet... hehe

movie time!

Vietnam - Day 3

2009-12-05T08:46:00.003+08:00

Omg! Vietnam is so not fun. I haven bought a single thing and the roads are damn busy, with little traffic light to control the moving cars and bike... so scary....~

Here I am, at fortuna hotel and I just had my breakfast. Oh so yummy~~ *roll eyes*

The past 2 days wasn't fun at all. The first day was a pretty waste of time.. we took a 4 hr journey to our hotel, had our dinner and a walk at the "busy" night market. The things there are damn cheap but all the stalls sell the SAME GOODS. goodness me! =(

The second day was ABIT better cause we visited more places but still, I didn't get anything.

I hope my aunt will be short of cash so that I can sell her my dong. AHHHH. I still have S$56 in dong and I don't know where to spend it on. The worst thing is I can't even bring it back to spore cause there will not be any value in it. =(

hmmm, gtg now... maybe i'll blog tonight! ;)

Super duper

2009-12-01T13:48:00.008+08:00

Yay! I have a new camera! I gave my old red one to my sister hahaha! how nice of me!

Here it is! I got the blue one! =D

Okay, i'm feeling to letargic..like I haven sleep for days...okok not really..but I need my beauty sleep badly!! hmmm...

Love the 9pm show! :D

2009-11-30T13:35:00.000+08:00

I finally got my canon 120!! I'm loving it :)

Bought it at $500 snd it comes with 2 8gb memory card. Good buy right! But too bad I didn't get the free battery..awww :(

Love my new toy!!! :D

Gallery Hotel

2009-11-29T02:43:00.002+08:00

Here are some photos I took at gallery hotel. Check them out! Haha btw there's only me in all the photos..

Bathroom. duh.

Super zi lian lah I know..but what else can I do other than taking photos of myself & WITH MYSELF haha I want to take photo at the pool but forgot to bring my iPhone along :( awww.. Such a nice place there but had a bad roommate..haiz..if not I could have enjoyed my 3 days 2 nights stay there!

Ok night people!

11.20pm

2009-11-29T02:14:00.001+08:00

Ninja assasin is super nice! At least it won't make me sleep in the cinema :)

It fair is stupid. Most of the canon camera are out of stock which means if I buy them, I can only get it one week later which is stupid cause I can't bring it to hk. :(

P/S: someone is stalking me and that is scary.

B9-10.......... B4??????????!!! -.-

2009-11-28T18:07:00.001+08:00

I'm finally out of gallery hotel..just as I wish..but not happy at all.

Went to walk walk around orchard just now when I'm suppose to be attending training. Lol so stupid..ate my fav takoyaki at ion but the church people found out that I wasn't there and the worst thing..they called MY AUNT!!! Now I don't know how to face her when I see her the next time. But at least I'm glad I don't have to attend church every sunday to serve the children ministry. Phew!

2009-11-27T10:19:00.001+08:00

"SuperXueer02" my new maple account!

hahahahahahaha

Make time stop

2009-11-27T10:07:00.003+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm awake! I need to go church camp soon. =(

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
DON'TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
WANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

Now I regret signing up for the children's ministry lor. Hiyo! Seriously. I hate this church camp thing..I don't even know anybody wth. It's stupid. She forced me to go. Roar!

I only had a few hours of sleep!!

2009-11-27T05:24:00.003+08:00

Goodness me! I spent $100 in a day! Now i'm only left with the $50 my dad gave me till my next pay on the 30th.. baka baka baka!

Am blogging at twins house now! Just came back from Jasmine's birthday celebration. We went Tcc at clarke quay for dinner and Party World to sing k. Spent exactly 52 bucks and still owe huen yan $7 and huen wai $2! offically BROKE.

B R O K E!

AWWWW! From today onwards, I can only dine at hawker or coffee shop. And I shall not eat any fast food until 30th. I'm sure I can control myself or else I won't buy a camera before I leave for hk. Ok that's a good deal huh.

Aiyo..cannot even upload the pictures..dunno what's wrong with blogger. So I shall end with an abrupt ending!

Go away or i'll skip school.

2009-11-23T00:09:00.002+08:00

Stupid sore throat. Make me wanna use it as an excuse to skip school (again) tmr!! Not very serious but it just makes me feel uncomfortable. stupid stupid stupid!! >=(

Aiyo I lost my train of thoughts alr. bye.

(continued)

2009-11-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

Mark is my biological twin but I don't know anything about him.

How about another watermelon this year and a big pack of toilet paper.

& add bonus present for you: a cup of bubble tea from sweet talk with many straws in it.

haha just kidding!

The birthday boy

2009-11-22T23:54:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY THE REAL MARK ZHUANG LE BIN.

Will have dinner with you next week to make up for your birthday!

Steamboat 09

2009-11-22T22:47:00.002+08:00

Great food, great company. Only thing was that we bought $87 worth of food for 5 people but ate only 1/4 of it. LOL so unwise of us!

Manyi & her ugly fish with salt.

Xueer the pork seller.

Xuan en the dish washer. (HAHA)

Jasmine the meat cutter.

Xuan hui the one who talks very loud. (don't-kill-me)

Btw I got a cut while trying to cut a corn haha! It's funny how we can still burst into laughter when my finger was bleeding! HAHAHA

The $15 worth of pork which was not well liked at all. hmph.
Love the yummy tomato soup!! ^^

2009-11-21T07:42:00.001+08:00

Hey, it's 7.30am and I'm awake already, although I slept pretty late last night due to work. Hope I will earn enough $$$ for my shopping trip in hk & Vietnam and also a canon camera. I wonder who's awake as well other than qh who's gone out to buy porridge for me. I took 8 panadols since yesterday afternoon. Down with fever caused by the h1n1 jab and also a slight sore throat and blocknose. It went up to 38.6 last night but now drop to 38.2. Hope I'll be well before the steamboat at jasmine's house. ok gtg.. someone's back with porridge, I hope there will be you tiao!! lol

APEC

2009-11-15T01:22:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired!!! Just came back from work and I saw obama's side view! & Lee Kuan Yew is so cute!! haha too bad I didn't get any tips lor...but neber mind cause I found myself an atm card with 1.7k in it. wheee...going to shop like crazy alr...good night..short post will do!!